I am a silly bean...

I feel rather ashamed of my post yesterday. For some reason, when I'm in a low mood, I tend to get online and get all blurty. I suppose the fact is, I'm seeking reassurance. But somehow this only works temporarily, until the next time, when I need further reassurance...

My period arrived yesterday after nearly 2 weeks of PMS. So I was enormously relieved when it did arrive, felt tons better and then whoops! a spot of the old low-flying depression homed in, and yes, blurt, out it all poured.

For which apologies and thanks for the kind words, which did make me feel a whole lot better.

I've got to do the write fantastic blog tomorrow and am hoping that I will be struck by inspiration. Despite me having resigned (somewhat) I will be doing some gigs - the main drawback is severe skintness which means we can't afford to travel all that far afield.

However...Worldcon is in Japan this year. Oh God, I'd so love to go to Japan! The Con is in Yokohama and I'm not sure if there is any BJD stuff down there. But I've just got visions of visiting Tenshi no Sato. It's quite nice to dream about it, but it is a very long shot. My sister (Sarah) is very heavily into manga, I'm crazy about Studio Ghibli and Kurosawa (hm, strange juxtaposition). And I could go to Volks and order my own FCS...oops, only another $1000 on top of everything else! LOL

(exit, pursued by a flying pig)^^