Just some stuff...
I went and looked at people's LJs and felt a bit low. It's really hard to keep up - not just posting your own but reading your friends. I've got MySpace now, and have to keep up with that too...
I've got two 'bugs'. One is where I think someone is ignoring me (insert rational thought here). The other is just people...someone...where I feel sad because we've drifted out of touch. And again, I just felt really low - you know, these things pile up in your mind, Stephen calls it a 'list'. He just says, look people have got busy lives, not everyone else spends all their time glued to the computer...
And I should be writing. I have got to do lots more this year. There's much less excuse. The trouble is, I keep feeling so knackered (like now). I'm looking at my friends posts and then LJ takes so long to load and I'm really tired - and all I want to do is say a few words, yoohoo I did read your post.
I'm not going to go on about it.
I went and looked at people's LJs and felt a bit low. It's really hard to keep up - not just posting your own but reading your friends. I've got MySpace now, and have to keep up with that too...
I've got two 'bugs'. One is where I think someone is ignoring me (insert rational thought here). The other is just people...someone...where I feel sad because we've drifted out of touch. And again, I just felt really low - you know, these things pile up in your mind, Stephen calls it a 'list'. He just says, look people have got busy lives, not everyone else spends all their time glued to the computer...
And I should be writing. I have got to do lots more this year. There's much less excuse. The trouble is, I keep feeling so knackered (like now). I'm looking at my friends posts and then LJ takes so long to load and I'm really tired - and all I want to do is say a few words, yoohoo I did read your post.
I'm not going to go on about it.
- Mood:
sad


Comments
You need a hug. {{{here's one}}}
Life does knock you on your behind on a regular basis, which makes it hard to get the energy to write anything creative. Creative takes energy and life sucks it right out of you. Or at least out of me. =P
*Huggles joo!* Hope you feel better soon!
I'm much more normal (er, whassat?) today. But yes, spent a lot of yesterday lying around splatted - guess why? Time of the Month!
(sends me_ya_ri a Totoro)^^
Have a big hug, and lots of positive writerly thoughts from this very middle-class corner of Hertfordshire. It's a place where everyone, but everyone, my dear, and not simply hairdressers, considers Big Brother the best thing on tv. Except me: but I'm known to be odd. After all, I read that funny fantasy stuff. Honestly, round here you're thought more odd if you read fantasy books than if you're a Trekkie! And the next person who refers to SF as 'Sci Fi' is going to be reprogrammed with a shovel...
Keep smiling: it annoys the crap out of everyone else!
- love, Maggie
I feel quite ashamed of that post yesterday. Stephen told me off (in a nice way) because I do just forget that everybody else has lots of other stuff going on! And as I said to Cynthia above, it was cue visit from Mr Paranoia (chiz curses)
I love Molesworth. I could insert a long digression here about my friend Tim and his Citroen Ami (now long since gone to meet its maker (pardon me while I remove an errant apostrophe from its LOL).
"The mighty engine roar into life!" he would say, as its two cylinders coughed feebly.
I feel just the same about commenting. Sometimes I just don't have anything between the ears...
love
Jessica, hiding from a Force 10 gale ^^
love - M
..don't feel bad if you are not keeping a finger on everything,i don't think anyone is lol
{hug}
(hugs too)^^
Its ok I do not keep score at all on who posts, how often and who does not, but I do feel guilty if I dont comment for a couple of days.
There ARE so many dolls out now but as of this moment there is nothing I am tempted to buy. I am trying to save up for the Volks Tea in NYC, perhaps there will be a one off or a new doll there.
Cheer up!